1 June 2012

First ever hens night for us 5. and 2 brides already. I hope they liked what we planned! =) Cheers to new stages in their life!!

I wonder who is next to get married off. Haha

Random

Sometimes i wonder why my time goes to when nothing constructive is done.

My stuff still not filed, database not updated... lets not even get started on home stuff..

Hello!

Boooo.... Reading back old posts looks stupid loh. 


Why I type rubbish siah?! 


Its 2 October already!!! 3months and its the start of 2012!


Now I hope the world ends in 2012!!! =p

I am not good with words

I am not good with words.

I am not good with expressing myself too.

How do one know what I am thinking?

Be Strong

I always thought I'm a very strong person, won't dwell on sadness too long, able to get back up fast.


Now I'm not sure, is that I have to portray that image or I'm really that positive.


I guess certain image have to be there, so people would be jumping around you showing concern. I  can't take it. I will burst out crying. I have to hide the troubled thoughts, sadness beneath many many layers.


So much so that, I feel like I'm will collapse any moment now!! Underneath me, is just a small girl wanting some love and concern from the one she loved! 


I suddenly realise I have alot of things to learn, alot of experiences to go through. I suddenly realise the world is so big and I am so small. There is so many things/community/people suffering/beautiful scenery out there. 


Singapore really is a good place to stay, but coz of the high-paced lifestyle, dog-eat-dog society, it sort of shape how we think. We gotta pull ourselves out of the race and pause. Life isn't about just chasing, its about enjoying the process of chasing. 

Random

Nothing hurts more than to be friends with someone, knowing you are both in love with each other, & yet not being able to be together. - #TheNoteboook

One of the hardest parts in life is deciding whether to walk away, or try harder. #TheNoteboook

Whether you are Christian; believe that God had planned your life for you, or Buddhist/Taoist; believe that deities will protect you. They can only mostly guide you or remind you of your mistakes that you had made in the past (personal view).

They might have predict something good or bad that will happen, its in your very hands and each step/decision you make everyday that determine whether that 'something' will eventually happen.

It is up to you, whether you are willing to take charge of your life, and decide yourself is this the right decision? Stand by it. Don't regret it. Coz time can never be chased back; whats gone will be gone. 

stupid thoughts

I suddenly hav many 感触 now that I FINALLY realise its 2011 this Sat. I guess its really time to sit down n think, what hav u done this year? Can it be better? Did u regret anything? What are you gng to achieve in the new year ahead? Any new records or things u wanna do? Set achievable goals n targets, at e end of next year, check against. So at least won't feel so lost like NOW. HAHA

-via blackberry. (test test)

Word-less

I always wanted to blog about something but once the moment was gone, I forgot.
So now I can't remember why I log on. Oh well, just to make my presence known and share good music. This is what good music is called!!

Just now was the first time I've attended a close friend's immed family wake. It was a catholic funeral, different feel I've got. I hope he will turn out ok, coz he seem really ok to us all, hope not like what Simone Lai said, unhappy on the inside!

EMA 2010 Bon Jovi

Bon Jovi - We Weren't Born To Follow

This one goes out to the man who mines for miracles
This one goes out to the ones in need
This one goes out to the sinner and the cynical
This ain't about no apology
This road was paved by the hopeless and the hungry
This road was paved by the winds of change
Walking beside the guilty and the innocent
How will you raise your hand when they call your name?
Yeah, yeah, yeah

We weren't born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that your saints and sinners bleed
We weren't born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah

This one's about anyone who does it differently
This one's about the one who cusses and spits
This ain't about our livin' in a fantasy
This ain't about givin' up or givin' in
Yeah, yeah, yeah
We weren't born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that your saints and sinners bleed
We weren't born to follow

You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah

We weren't born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that your saints and sinners bleed
We weren't born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
We weren't born to follow, oh yeah(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah)
We weren't born to follow, oh yeah(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah)